Jul 23, 2005 13:32
Alrite soo....I slept sooo late today...I got up at like 11.
I was up until 3...and from 12 till about 130 I was talking to Rob. He said he thought we should hang out more...yeaa...whatever. I'm not gettin my hopes at all.. Whatever. I know I'm stupid. That's all there is to it. If he calls me he calls me, and if he doesn't it will be just like it was before....nothing.
My Mom has been up my ass about moving in with her boifriend out in Mundeline...which is where we spend most of our time now a days. I don't know what to do... my emotions are all mixed up right now. But I know that I realllllllllllly don't like her right now.
Summer School starts Tuesday. =(
Me and Adam have been talkin a lot lately, he stopped by on Thursday nite...he's such a sweetie. And he makes me smile. =D
I weighed myself last night...I'm at 130! And I was 140...fuckkkinnn sweeet.
Next weekend I'm havin a pArTy at my house....hopefully everything goes to planned. I'm gettin wasted....yea BbbAbByyYy!! =D
I gotta go work out for a bit. I'm outta here.
Later Alligator.
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