Jul 09, 2005 01:31
Tell me, Is there such a think as love?
I really wonder.
Can you really love someone for the rest of your life? Or over time does it fade?
Does destiny really take a tole in our lives? Or do we make our decisions ourselves?
Love, is nothing to me. Just a 4 letter word. Guys use it to get into your life, and for me I have kept a wall up for that. I have yet to meet a guy that can make me feel good about who I'am. Everyone makes mistakes. But I believe that the ones I have made, make me who I'am today. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
Yea so what I have scars on my wrist, on my legs and on the rest of my body? Are you going to judge me because of what you hear or what you see?
Heather,
I used to think you were there for me. You told me you were. Where are you when I need you the most? It seems like the times we had together are fading and everything is my fault. My life is too much drama for you, that's fine. Sorry for interferring. I used to think we understood each other. Now I'm jus not so sure. I miss you. I could walk through fire for you. But the question remains is: Would you do the same for me?.
I jus wanna end everything. Jus make everything go away. Everything would be so much easier without me here. I' am nothing. Forgive me.
I don't know what I'm going to do when Antonio isn't around. I'm really gonna miss him.
<3
I may have made it rain. Please forgive me. I may have caused you pain, please forgive me. I' am so sorry for everything I have done. Please Please God Forgive me.
I wish I could be drunk forever, that way I wouldn't have to feel anything.