lostcause
i'm so tired and discouraged. perhaps its from staring at tons of text about periods and prolapses the entire day, or perhaps its from trying not to think about what seems to be happening. i just need to last until this saturday which currently seems like will never come -_ - the joy of the lord is my strength! i can do this somehow. thanksgiving is a choice, so i guess i have to keep reminding myself to give thanks!