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i went to that super gay thing at bosquet last night.....my cousin drug me there cuz if i didnt go she couldnt so i went.there were to many people there though and it was packed to compacity and people were sneaking in.so i wanted to leave cuz i was about to fight like hella chicks.so yea.all of my friends there were fucking wasted.....but i couldnt get wasted cuz i had to look after my little cousin.fucker.but on a lighter note.....i seen sebastian there and he gave me the biggest hug in the world and said that he missed me.and that made me so happy.then i bumped into him while i was leaving and his girlfriend was with him.....that dirty whore and he gave me a hug and told me he loved me.....i felt so sick after that point....even though i had dreamed about him saying that to me....i should have punched him.his girlfriend was right fucking there.he can bve a real sleeze bag sometimes.Bah.
so then me and my cousin left at about.....10 or so....and when i got home my mom got a phone call from some lady that she works with saying that it had got shut down cuz there were to many people.so whatever.

i'll post back later.....i need to find a life.

-shannon.

but i adore him
but i adore him
this
will
never
happen...