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im exhasuted lately- and it's my fault... but at least my nervousness has decreased a bit.
we signed a lease on wed. i have a townhouse on ravina rd now. we move in soon. im excited about that- sort of. i'll be more excited if i get the job at the hospital im going to go check on monday.
my foot STILL hurts from berekley springs. :( speaking of which- i cant WAIT til august. im excited :)
my tummy hurts :(
i wish i could be more supported of my best friend and make him see what he says isn't true. though i know this is all in vain. im at a loss for what to say to him. though ive had my share of situations and good times with members of the opposite sex- i have had my heart crushed a time or two and i've been alone before. i still am unsure how i ended up with someone as fantastic as i have. and that i can see myself with that someone for a long time... if not the rest of my life. it feels as though i've felt him for eons. i just don't understand this at all. i just want the same smile i have on my face the second i see him to stay there the rest of my life- everytime i see him from now on. i think that's how i know this is all right= the smile that gets my face everytime i see him. but i still don't know why he picked me... cause in a way he did.... he picked me for a lot of things...
oh- and i think i find him MORE attractive with his head hairless. (well... close enough to hairless....) and when he plays that song for me...... my face still brightens up everytime i think about it. i love him.
we signed a lease on wed. i have a townhouse on ravina rd now. we move in soon. im excited about that- sort of. i'll be more excited if i get the job at the hospital im going to go check on monday.
my foot STILL hurts from berekley springs. :( speaking of which- i cant WAIT til august. im excited :)
my tummy hurts :(
i wish i could be more supported of my best friend and make him see what he says isn't true. though i know this is all in vain. im at a loss for what to say to him. though ive had my share of situations and good times with members of the opposite sex- i have had my heart crushed a time or two and i've been alone before. i still am unsure how i ended up with someone as fantastic as i have. and that i can see myself with that someone for a long time... if not the rest of my life. it feels as though i've felt him for eons. i just don't understand this at all. i just want the same smile i have on my face the second i see him to stay there the rest of my life- everytime i see him from now on. i think that's how i know this is all right= the smile that gets my face everytime i see him. but i still don't know why he picked me... cause in a way he did.... he picked me for a lot of things...
oh- and i think i find him MORE attractive with his head hairless. (well... close enough to hairless....) and when he plays that song for me...... my face still brightens up everytime i think about it. i love him.