Apr 11, 2004 13:21
i hate my dad!!fuck. i hate this fucklkglhsfakjghzs ui dont know how to say it. but last night when i was at aly's mybrother and my dad got in a fight and my dad stormed out. and hes not coming back.and myparents are getting a divorce and byjuly we'll be out of brentwood.and im gona live with my sister and my mom and my brother would be off int he army. and i HOPE i dontlive with my dad. becaue he wont be around and he wont drive me anywhere. so i can wither stay with my fuckin dad who doesnt do shit for me or move to washington with my mom and sister and live near my cousins and my aunt.fuck. this is the 2nd time i have to move. my sister told me the news and she was happy. but fuck. i hate my dad. tehn my mom jsut came ina nd she was telling me how sorry she was. but its not my moms fault. its all my dads. ITS HIS FUCKIN FAULT AND I HATE MY DAD I HOPE HE FUCKIN DIES!!!!!!!!my mom said shes gona try the hardest so ill have fun with my friends. my dad comes back at 4 to talk about everything.but jessica said if i dont want to be here and talk to him then i dont have to. and i dont fuckin want to talk to that asshole.so im leaving..but i have nowhere to go. toamrrow my moms taking all of uis to santa cruz, meaning im not going tot eh movies with neal. id otn know..i cant believe this is happening. this morning i woke up and i was like fuck life's not that bad anymore..and i was fuckin happy. then i come home and my sister came in and told me everything. shes like i didnt really believe it either. ffuck my hands wont stop shaking. kt..i called you and left a message..call me back. i NEED to talk to you. and im gona miss you so fuckin much you dont understand.
fuckk. im gona take a shower..tehn im leaving.so..bye