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Apr 08, 2004 16:22

ugh..today was..ok?id otn know..i got pissed at a lot of people. and aly im fuckin makin you one of us!! whatever that means.. i <3 you and dont feel bnad about yourself your fuckin beautiful..get over it! lol.anyways..lunch was fun, heather kicks fuckin ass..shes cool. i am no longert annoyed of billy, lol. woo!! hes picking me up and taking me to youth group..so that should be fun..and kelseys coming! woo! this should be interesting..anyways yeah bilyl might get my something and im soo happy! but id otn know.. in a way im mad that will and kelsey and them leave everyday at llunch, but im glad that he found friends that he likes and if he wants to be excepted int heyre lil group then he can go ahead..owell..i dont care. but for the record i DIDNT call him an asshole. ok? k. 4th per. me and nancy got in the deeep discussion. i fuckin love her to death she hella understands me, and then me and her got in a deep convo with jen. and i know that jens making abd decisions but im not gona goive her shit about it anymore. i <3 jen and im not gona make fun of her or anything for the stupid things that she does. and i know shes going through a hard time..she has to pay like 400 dollars to her parents.. its fuckin gay..and she cantdo anything until she pays them back. im like man thats fucked. but sehs going out with nick, i dont really like the fact that sehs going out with him, butit makes her happy..so i guess ill live.
i went to kt's today..all we did wassit around. aidens soo cute.hes fuckin adorable. steven texted me saying we should hang out, i dont know if i want to?
ughh im so mad that me and tom arnt tlaking anymore.. i mean he lives like an hour away. but i dont know i guess my family doesnt like him. wich sucks but whatver. me and him get int oo many fights.but i miss talking to him and going and visiting him..ugh..i miss it all..
ahh whatever
ive had alot of deep dsiscussions with alot of p[eople today..thats probly why im in such a bad mood..getting in deep discussions gets me calm and moody. weird.

im hella proud of myself..i dont hate anyone. not even david. fuckkkk yeah!ok..nirvana's ona nd theyre my happy music so im gona go get fuckin happy!
yeah..the end
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