Today I am a pug.
So I'll admit. I don't know what people want me to be anymore.
If I'm happy I'm criticised like I'm in a whole different fricken universe, can't understand, can't help and life is all too easy and dandy for me.
If I'm not happy then I get stuff about how I should be happy, what's wrong with me and that I should go through it all in detail to come to the conclusion it's still not what people want.
So I'm just gonna try and be myself, people at uni seem to like that and I'm starting not to care about people's problems as much anymore. I'm not responsible for other people's actions or how they feel, so I fully intend to try not to take the guilt trip anymore. I've seen too many people ruin themselves doing that.