I can't take it anymore yo
Sometimes I wonder...will I ever be truly happy..I think about lmu and los angeles..it seems So far..but so near and I just want it so bad..I've now fully come to terms that I have no one..and it hurts because I'm on my own..not literally but in my mind. I have this strong feeling of being so incomplete..and its like no matter how hard I try..the space that's empty is never filled. I want just an all around good guy to fall in love with a girl like me. Fuck getting into my panties. I want someone who is so intruiged by my mind and soul..cause I deserve it..I knoe I do. I just need to feel the love..cause right now I feel lower than low..thnxs to stupid guys..but yeah I'm still trying to stay strong..but I am slowly being defeated in a never ending battle in my so called life...or something like it :[
Bye loves
Bye loves