Apr 13, 2005 18:13
about this time last year that i drastically changed my life forever. I desided to go and find myself and who i was and what i was going to stand for. Unfortunatly i had alot of friends that didnt understand me and probably will never take the time to ever. Then I finally deside to drop everyone and everything that ever held me down or kept me doubting my self and who i am. And i will never regret that decision. Of course im still not SURE who i am but i have a good idea. Well, i lost a lot of " friends " but obviously they were never worth the effort. While on this Quest to finally find myself and solve confusion ... i fell in love. 4/13/04. No one ever expected something like this to happend and actually last as long as it has. Roads got bumpy but whats perfect? exactly. But defeying odds is what life is about and i have defeied some. I never imagined sharing a whole year of my life with some one but im so grateful forever day spent and thats something in my life i can never regret. That is loving some one and being loved in return.
i hope this happens to you some day... in some shape or form