liscense 2 day.,... godd my familys psychooo! hahaha

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yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaa! i have my liscense test in an hour . im gna pass that shit.. now all i need is a car hahaha. im so fuckin happy schools outs. soo i really dont kno where im goin next semester. im absolutley confused about it. im enjoying break. i havent partied yet, right when we got outa school i had to go straight 2 my dads. then i got back and all i been doin i sowkrin cuz i need $$$ for my car. damn this girl i met this weekend has the FINEST dad in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that sounds so bad but fuck! FILF. hahahahhahaha. he was so fuckin cute. i couldnt stop lookin @ him. hahahhaa whata sicko . :)~  im gna go back to his house wen im 18 n show his wife watsup n to leave. lol jp. so anyways i bought a pair of shoes from my work for 142. but they were hal off.f.... of 300. hahaha. then i want a nother pair of heels for 60 on sale. there 100  . those r kinda cheap actualyl. all designer shit. im startin to learn alot more about it. who woulda thought me in designer business??? lol. shes talkin about givin me a raise..... thatd be cool. to like 9 or somethin. 8s fine tho i guess.... but maria already got a raise to 10, but she works ALOT and she s 20. so i dontkno. i really dont wanna go to napa high next semester i think i have to go to valley oak if i stay in napa, i know im gna be behind a couplecredits. or im gonna move to my dads. the only reason why i wanna stay here is cuzm y job. fuck everythn else. haa. sooo... last night fuckkkkk i wonder where i get my temper??? look at my family jesus christ. its rediculous. so everytime me n john get around eachoher, one of us always gets in trouble. ahaha cuz we never see eachother (my oldest brother) so well sit there n  talk or waatever. we get alon good tho. were like.. the bad kids of our family outa matt n marie. haha. were the worst kids, we could problly be the most annoying together, haha, were the loudest, and the meanest. hahaha. so basically together, my mom cant stand us. so we were crackin up last night jus talkinshit 2 eachother.but we dot take it personally, and my mom was like shutup im fuckin tryn to watch a movie. n then he talked again and she got up, threw the remote hellllla hard, it hit me im all uhmmm ok... haha thanks... cuz im nt about to get kicked out again n start abunch of problems before xmas so i didnt say nothin... and my brother gets up n hes like ok ill be quiet. and shes all too late im callin the cops!!!!!!! and hes all dont do that ill be quiet jeez its jus a fuckin movie. i havent seen u guys in hella long. ill be quiet dont call em. and she jus starts slappin him and pushin him talkin shit. im like wtf?!??! god dude, she flipped out over nothin. then after hitting him so much he was like u fckin nigger~!!! u piece of shit who cant take a fukcin joke u cunt. bla bla bla and he threw somethin of hers and broke it n hes all ur a stupid bitch id kill you. so then he had ot leave,. n wats my mom do wen he leaves? yells at me. go fuckin move to ur dads ur no better then he is . u didnt do nothin to help that. im all what was i suppose to do??? we were just talking mom where we suppose to go? this apartment is TINY. im not goin in the fuckin patio in the freezing cold to talk jus cuz someone wants to watch a movie. im alljees we havent seen eachother for like 2 months ... n shes all i work all the time i jus wanna come home lay down n watch a movie. GOD THAT MADE ME SO FUKCN MAD! she quit her job bein a manager at marie callenders from 10 hours a day 5 days a week to become a waitress on the wine train. YEAH she workd alot this weekend, other then that she only works about 7 hrs a day 4-5 days a week! give me  afuckin brak thats not thatmuch!!!! n all shes bein doin latley is that santa train from 7-12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it makes me so mad. so i jsust sat there n didnt say nothin. i dont wantthings to be like this before christmas. ahhh whatever. im so fukcn tired of this familyyyy!!!! but we r one of a kind eh
?? :)  hehe. i need to finish my xmas shoppin haha. im a procrastinator mann.... my hairs gettin alot longer n healthier. i have to work xm as eve and new years... haha lame.. o well thank god there only open till 6 and 4 on those days.... i havent been goin ouot or anythng latley... cuz my mom knowssss ............................... i guess she was crying to my sister cuz she knew i was doin that.. that made me feel bad. i didnt want to hurt anyone that way. anyways   im done...

Type your cut contents here.so ive been really thinkin about it... hahaa. over the summer i might be makin up my D's at a college just so i can get into a state univeristy which is the best one after i go to a JC for 2 years. i want to go to Chico State. but before i go there, i want to go to a jc for two years im not sure which one yet.... mabie santa rosa just so i can get outa napa!!!!!omg my backs fucked up guhhh it hurts to sit up... wtf... im an old lady...  no anyway... i want to major in  psychology / movies (directing / producing / acting) and minor in business (mabie one day ill own my own store :) , and fitness, mabie ill own a gym haha im interested in the human body and the way it works with exercising and nutrition. hmmm..... i can do everyhtn to get into that state college x cept one thing im worried about.. MATH. god im horrrrrible at math. n i dont care to learn it thats another thing. anyways.. im gna go cuz everyones up now n i gotta get ready. bye