just stuff...
::94::MorE Days til winter break and im out this bitch (hopefully)
GoT My pHoNE BAck, yay-i guess...The phone call I want I get every week for about 5 to 10 minutes...
Im thinking about getting a new Live Journal, This name is old and it was made out of resentment anyways...
My life is so boring now a days. I thought school would help with my depression, because it would keep me busy, well i thought wrong. In class I drift off more than ever, have no clue what the teacher is talking about...nor do I care to know. I feel like Im simply living beause Im alive, because my heart is beating...I mean its almost like I dont even want to live. I find myself asking why ALOT, too much. I hate Los Angeles. I dont want to be here. I want to be far, Ecuador until January and then I want to be in New York..haha...Marta feels me on the desire to be in my country, and Ashlie and Steph-a-face feel me on the desire to be in New York..in a dorm at NYU...Our time will come girls, not to worry. Today went by fast tho, I laughed a lil at Mr Rutschman that was weird...Physics was blah...AP Art History my head was somewhere else and Leadership was blah.
I think Ill stay in this weekend.
Thursday no school thank God.
*GaTrAvI*
GoT My pHoNE BAck, yay-i guess...The phone call I want I get every week for about 5 to 10 minutes...
Im thinking about getting a new Live Journal, This name is old and it was made out of resentment anyways...
My life is so boring now a days. I thought school would help with my depression, because it would keep me busy, well i thought wrong. In class I drift off more than ever, have no clue what the teacher is talking about...nor do I care to know. I feel like Im simply living beause Im alive, because my heart is beating...I mean its almost like I dont even want to live. I find myself asking why ALOT, too much. I hate Los Angeles. I dont want to be here. I want to be far, Ecuador until January and then I want to be in New York..haha...Marta feels me on the desire to be in my country, and Ashlie and Steph-a-face feel me on the desire to be in New York..in a dorm at NYU...Our time will come girls, not to worry. Today went by fast tho, I laughed a lil at Mr Rutschman that was weird...Physics was blah...AP Art History my head was somewhere else and Leadership was blah.
I think Ill stay in this weekend.
Thursday no school thank God.
*GaTrAvI*