Jul 27, 2005 17:04
people need to learn how to make up their damn minds.
people fuck around too much. i wanna be like .. gorgeous.
now all of a sudden im the worst person to go out with. i mean
yeah i always thought i was ugly but not that ugly. but obviously
i am.
i wish i had the mind of a guy just to see what the hell they are
thinking when they talk about girls. and yeah i just dont want guy
hormones .. because that just wouldnt work..
fat sluts are taking over the world. i mean people hate themselves
so much they go and freaking fuck the first thing with a penis that
they see.
all guys think im all about drugs && sexx!
drugs - deffinately not. cool but my life dont revolve around them.
and who the fuck am i having sex with? everyone hates me now. i havent
had sex in like .. forever. maybe like 3 weeks.
but yeah. i want to be skinny. and have smaller boobs .. and my tongue pierced
and i wanna be like walking around and girls be like "ew look at that slut."
just because they want to look like me. and guys like break their necks like
"dayumm .. did you see that ass?"
that happens sometimes. but not for those reasons. i think im going to go running
and since its so hott outside i might sweat off like 2945259750 lbs.
i went to the doctors yesterday and i lost 2 lbs. but i havent been to the doctors.
2 lbs in a month. thats not good at all. the doctor changed my medicine. im on
zoloft and welbutrin now. and this thing called uh .. depicote? something like that.
the one lady said that i might have a thyroid problem. and that could be why im having
really bad mood swings. and my weight. and how i act most of the time.
justin is a redneck. he wears straight-legged pants now and tight shirts and boots.
hahahaha im so glad im not with him. he dont have abs anymore. i feel so sorry for his
girlfriend. she has a fat boyfriend with big ears.
there is a tornado watch. its name is allison. i always wondered why the news people name
the tornados and hurricanes. and they pick random people name. so its not like they have
a meaning. im hungry but im not eating and im going to do 200 crunches tonight. and then take
a shower and straighten my hair maybe. but most likely no because its supposed to rain.
yeah my hand hurts. im done. so yeah i`ll write tomorrow if im not lazy.