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this would be the end.. if my whole life didnt feel like a fucking ending
id like to ask my friends to back off for a little while. its going to make this whole process a little easier. its alright. ive grown detached anyway. i just need to figure some stuff out. im so despondent that i cant even pretend to be happy anymore. dont act like you care.
me and jenn broke up for the last time. theres no more blame. ill tear everything i wrote and try to forget the last five years of my life. hell.. if i could do it with 2 and then 4.. why cant i do it with 5? i lost a best friend today i guess. i dont think i was that bad but i couldve been wrong. theres no more trying to start over. we did that once. i guess shell make someone else the happiest man in the world one day. lord knows for time, she did the same for me.
this is what she always wanted before she figured out that she didnt want it anymore.
this one time i remember jenn told me about a boy.. she told me a story and remarked that in her life, she would often set things up for failure.
jokes on her..
i didnt need to be set up.
were both so fucking melodramatic. when in reality.. i fucking love you and i dont want to let you go.
id like to ask my friends to back off for a little while. its going to make this whole process a little easier. its alright. ive grown detached anyway. i just need to figure some stuff out. im so despondent that i cant even pretend to be happy anymore. dont act like you care.
me and jenn broke up for the last time. theres no more blame. ill tear everything i wrote and try to forget the last five years of my life. hell.. if i could do it with 2 and then 4.. why cant i do it with 5? i lost a best friend today i guess. i dont think i was that bad but i couldve been wrong. theres no more trying to start over. we did that once. i guess shell make someone else the happiest man in the world one day. lord knows for time, she did the same for me.
this is what she always wanted before she figured out that she didnt want it anymore.
this one time i remember jenn told me about a boy.. she told me a story and remarked that in her life, she would often set things up for failure.
jokes on her..
i didnt need to be set up.
were both so fucking melodramatic. when in reality.. i fucking love you and i dont want to let you go.