Jun 17, 2007 21:38
Regardless of how shitty of a girlfriend I was in the beginning, I really do cherish my relationship with Justin. No one has ever treated me so great or given me so many chances or put up with how big of a complete bitch I am sometimes. He never gave up on me and I don't think he understands how much I appreciate that. Everyone else has. He's the best thing in my life right now and now I can say that I am truly happy. His family feels like my own. I adore his mom so much. She reminds me so much of my mom and when I'm around her and the rest of his family, I seriously can't stop smiling. I've never felt so close to a family that wasn't actually mine. Sometimes I feel closer to them than I do mine, to be truthful. He came at the best and worst time and regardless of my past uncertainty about what we are, if we got together too soon, if I still loved my ex, if he still loved his ex, etc. I trust him when he says he'll stand beside me through anything. I've never felt so comfortable in a relationship. And now it's my turn to make sure he's as happy as possible =]