No one has to read this...
have you ever gotten sick from being upset. thats me rite now... stressed to the max and i have a fever, cant eat, becuz i will gag, and i have an ear infection... from crying over the way my family is. i hate my mom shes a bitch and my dad and her always fite and i cant stand being in that enviroment anymore. my mom wont even let me go live wiht my aunt gwyn and my aunt wants me to move in with her but i dont want to cause drama between them. i broke down in front of everyone and my mom thinks im dumb. " i want to watch u suffer, till you cant take it nemore"- my mom. wat a sick freak, omg i cant take it anymore i really want to get away and stop half my pain at least. well to my mother i am suffering so much im sick and im passing out fucking bitch, and shes so lucky ive gotten over the cutting myself juss becuz im too lazy to and i dont want anymore scars. and now im sure everyone knows im a fucking freak, o well... its not that long before im gone forever lost. i cant write anymore because i cant see and i think i need to go throw up or pass out. my temp is 102 degrees haha tahts funny stupid bitch wants me to suffer till i die well i mite not be suffering that long. and if i leave who the fuck is gonna take care of everyone, my kids, my family omg i cant do this i dont no wat to do and im going crazy and i need help and i have no1 becuase i dont want to make ppl have to care about me and ahhhh should i juss give up and leave everyone wiht no1 to care for them or stay suffering?