foolish girl...
It's been a little while since I've written here.
I've gotten so lazy. Something I want to fix. Something I am working on fixing in my inner self. I need to find the motivation - the want...the desire and inspiration to write and share.
My mood swung from light to dark tonight, over something I suppose is quite silly. But for some reason a little misunderstanding sent me plummeting to the bottom of the fool's bin and I feel stuck there for the moment.
I always want to share with you - but what happens when you actually *don't* get it? And what's more, is I'm left confused. There are times where I feel you *do* get it, and I'm so so happy to be understood.
And then there are times, like tonight, where I feel you retreat back to a different state of mind, and it's no longer okay.
Ugh, I feel weird.
I've gotten so lazy. Something I want to fix. Something I am working on fixing in my inner self. I need to find the motivation - the want...the desire and inspiration to write and share.
My mood swung from light to dark tonight, over something I suppose is quite silly. But for some reason a little misunderstanding sent me plummeting to the bottom of the fool's bin and I feel stuck there for the moment.
I always want to share with you - but what happens when you actually *don't* get it? And what's more, is I'm left confused. There are times where I feel you *do* get it, and I'm so so happy to be understood.
And then there are times, like tonight, where I feel you retreat back to a different state of mind, and it's no longer okay.
Ugh, I feel weird.