Sep 22, 2008 05:41
So, yeah. Looks like my posting streak ended shortly after Novitas. I've been getting into a habit of being too tired and feeling the need to be entertained too much to bother doing anything else. I'm gaining weight, I'm sure since I've stopped doing exercises in the morning. I haven't felt like it. I wake up and feel like crap. I can never get my blood pumping in the morning. I haven't wanted to do my homework if it requires more than five minutes attention. That means no reading, no studying, just a quick, last minute dash to do homework in subjects that I already know what to do. Pretty much the only thing I've kept up with is my piano but that's because it's a new project and I'm getting a lot done which inspires me to do more. I'm afraid that once that starts getting hard I won't practice as much. I need to actually go to karate all three times this week, and not just once. I feel tired thinking about all the things I need to do. I just wish I could think about one thing at once and actually want to do it.