i need to clear my head*
hm... well today would have been mine & Dave's six month anniversary, if we were still together that is.
so, i was laying around the house earlier tonight and these thoughts just kept coming to me... anyways, here they are:
There were moments when at first we were akward and shy,
But then there were moments when everything started to click between us & we were fine*
There were moments of innocence and times when you would whisper sweet little things in my ear,
But there were also moments of passion that usually came with our goodbyes when I wanted to get lost in that moment forever and never let you go...
There were moments when I was content to just hold your hand,
But then there were moments when I could hardly wait until your body & lips pressed against mine*
Sadly, there were moments when I questioned if you were the right one,
But then just as soon as that doubt entered my mind, I would remember how happy I was while in your presence & how much we loved each other and knowing that made me feel that you and I were really alright...
Then there were moments of pure bliss when we were together and I never wanted them to end,
But I always had something to look forward to knowing that I would see you again*
There were moments when I was so afraid that I might mess everything up,
But then there were moments when I told you that I felt that way and you knew just what to tell me to make my fears go away...
There were moments when we were both quiet and serious,
And there were some moments where we were completely goofy and just as loud, too*
There were moments I'll keep sealed in my heart for eternity,
And also some that I wish we could both undo...
Now there are moments that I know you're the only person I'll ever be happy & willing to spend the rest of my life with, have children with, share my most personal and private thoughts with. You see, My Dave, I want every single experience I have to be with Y-O-U and only you!
And now you have moments where you might think of another girl, consider moving on, dating around, and not being with in love with ME and it tears my heart into smaller & smaller pieces to think of such things and know that they are true*
So, tell me, what's the use in even trying to move on, when even if I did find someone else that I was the least bit interested in (not that I EVER would) because I have nothing to offer them? You see my heart belongs to someone else and until he realizes it for himself that I'm the one for him, I'll wait because "Love Conquers All"...
I Love You, David Printus Mullins. My heart yearns for your love to come back, my one and only. & Someday I know we WILL be together again*
so, i was laying around the house earlier tonight and these thoughts just kept coming to me... anyways, here they are:
There were moments when at first we were akward and shy,
But then there were moments when everything started to click between us & we were fine*
There were moments of innocence and times when you would whisper sweet little things in my ear,
But there were also moments of passion that usually came with our goodbyes when I wanted to get lost in that moment forever and never let you go...
There were moments when I was content to just hold your hand,
But then there were moments when I could hardly wait until your body & lips pressed against mine*
Sadly, there were moments when I questioned if you were the right one,
But then just as soon as that doubt entered my mind, I would remember how happy I was while in your presence & how much we loved each other and knowing that made me feel that you and I were really alright...
Then there were moments of pure bliss when we were together and I never wanted them to end,
But I always had something to look forward to knowing that I would see you again*
There were moments when I was so afraid that I might mess everything up,
But then there were moments when I told you that I felt that way and you knew just what to tell me to make my fears go away...
There were moments when we were both quiet and serious,
And there were some moments where we were completely goofy and just as loud, too*
There were moments I'll keep sealed in my heart for eternity,
And also some that I wish we could both undo...
Now there are moments that I know you're the only person I'll ever be happy & willing to spend the rest of my life with, have children with, share my most personal and private thoughts with. You see, My Dave, I want every single experience I have to be with Y-O-U and only you!
And now you have moments where you might think of another girl, consider moving on, dating around, and not being with in love with ME and it tears my heart into smaller & smaller pieces to think of such things and know that they are true*
So, tell me, what's the use in even trying to move on, when even if I did find someone else that I was the least bit interested in (not that I EVER would) because I have nothing to offer them? You see my heart belongs to someone else and until he realizes it for himself that I'm the one for him, I'll wait because "Love Conquers All"...
I Love You, David Printus Mullins. My heart yearns for your love to come back, my one and only. & Someday I know we WILL be together again*