THIS IS URGENT!!!!!

[x_colie15_x]

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I FEEL LIKE I'VE JUST LOST THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME IN ALL OF MY LIFE. I'M SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW THAT I'M AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT DO IF I CAN'T FIGURE OUT A WAY TO MAKE DAVE SEE THAT I'M TRULY SORRY WITH ALL OF MY HEART ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. I WOULD TAKE IT ALL BACK IF I COULD, BUT UNFORTUNATELY WHAT'S DONE IS DONE. PLEASE, DAVE BELIEVE THAT I WOULD UNDO IT ALL AND GIVE ANYTHING TO GO BACK TO THE WAY OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS IF I ONLY COULD. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE, I JUST CAN'T. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME. I CAN HARDLY BREATHE IT SCARES ME SO MUCH. I NEED HIM TO TELL ME THAT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT AND THAT WE'RE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS SOMEHOW, BUT HE JUST DOESN'T SEEM TO THINK WE CAN. IT CAN'T BE OVER.....

I NEED YOU ALL TO PLEASE PRAY FOR DAVE AND I. I HAVE TO LET HIM SEE HOW BAD I'M HURTING AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. I JUST HAVE TO FIGURE OUT A WAY TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND THAT I'M SORRY. I TRULY DO REGRET THAT I MESSED UP WHAT WE HAD. I'M WILLING TO GIVE IT ANOTHER SHOT, THOUGH. I JUST WISH HE WOULD BE WILLING TO DO THE SAME AND FORGIVE ME.

THIS IS BAD, VERY BAD.

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL, MY DAVE. PLEASE SAY EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING. THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER FOR ME. I CAN'T LOVE LIKE THIS AGAIN. IT'S YOU OR NOTHING.

PLEASE HELP ME THROUGH THIS AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL OPEN DAVE'S EYES AND LET HIM KNOW THAT I AM SORRY AND THAT WE'RE MEANT TO BE WITH EACH OTHER AND THAT THIS WAS ALL A BIG MISTAKE THAT WE CAN GET PAST.