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B,
I'm going to. Or even at the least try. Cause your opinion of me matters more than anyone elses. And I know you don't want to see me as a hopeless wreck. I know you want to see me happy, smiling, full of energy and life. I know you don't want to see me down, and I know you're sick of my 2 am phone calls. Even if you say you're not. You can only put up with so much bullshit for so long. So I'm going to, and I know it's going to be rough since I'm on my own here. But for you. and for myself.
Jes