CHANGES
uhhhhhhhhh......I feel sick. Like physically sick. And feeling so down right now. It sucks beyond the telling of it. I had only like 3 hours of sleep last night, waking up around 6am and staying awake for most of the time. I finally got up around 8am. The house was empty so I was feeling lonely, a feeling I should be used to since I have a much acquaintance with. Ugh, I could barely walk around the house without having to sit down for a little bit. I was planning on trying to go back to sleep, but I had to at least eat something first. There was practically nothing to eat in the house. I wish I had the money to buy a lot of food. But I dont.
So I finally settled for a piece of blueberry Eggo Waffle. Yummy. Fuck, no syrup!! There was nothing else to pour on it. So what do u know, I found some barbeque sauce and poured some on. Now you're thinking, "How the fuck do u eat a waffle with BBQ sauce on it, dude???" Well, with me anything is possible. It actually wasnt that bad. Not something I would do on a daily basis, but it was alright.
This brings me to my next topic. Being sick is bad. But I can stop that. I hate not being able to get enough sleep. Even with all this free time, its still impossible. I must have insomnia cuz I cant fall asleep no matter how hard I try. Its these damn thoughts going thru my mind so fucking much. But yea, lack of sleep makes Bobby a dull boy. I'm usually not in the mood to act all loud and crazy, or be social with people, all cuz of lack of sleep. Thats going to change. I'm going to make sure I get enough sleep.
Another topic is being healthy. I have no been doing anything healthy lately. But now its time. Eating healthy is important. Now the thought of no junk food is very bad. So i decided I can still eat junk food, only I will have to eat more vegetables to make up for all the junk I've eaten. Now as for soda, thats pretty easy. While the thought of not being able to have Pepsi or 7up anymore, I can still be happy knowing I'll have my Blue Gatorade and my orange/apple juice. And water. So beverages wont be a problem. The food that is good for us tastes bad, and the food that is bad for us tastes good. I guess we do have to struggle to become better than we were before.
Now I also have to excercise more than I usually do. Dancing to Britney Spears and walking around the mall is not gonna cut it. This time, more pushups and situps should do the trick. And a little jogging wouldnt help. I should plan a day once a week to go to Tony's house and run around the neighborhood with him. And a really good way to be healthy? LOTS OF WATAAAAAA.
So I finally settled for a piece of blueberry Eggo Waffle. Yummy. Fuck, no syrup!! There was nothing else to pour on it. So what do u know, I found some barbeque sauce and poured some on. Now you're thinking, "How the fuck do u eat a waffle with BBQ sauce on it, dude???" Well, with me anything is possible. It actually wasnt that bad. Not something I would do on a daily basis, but it was alright.
This brings me to my next topic. Being sick is bad. But I can stop that. I hate not being able to get enough sleep. Even with all this free time, its still impossible. I must have insomnia cuz I cant fall asleep no matter how hard I try. Its these damn thoughts going thru my mind so fucking much. But yea, lack of sleep makes Bobby a dull boy. I'm usually not in the mood to act all loud and crazy, or be social with people, all cuz of lack of sleep. Thats going to change. I'm going to make sure I get enough sleep.
Another topic is being healthy. I have no been doing anything healthy lately. But now its time. Eating healthy is important. Now the thought of no junk food is very bad. So i decided I can still eat junk food, only I will have to eat more vegetables to make up for all the junk I've eaten. Now as for soda, thats pretty easy. While the thought of not being able to have Pepsi or 7up anymore, I can still be happy knowing I'll have my Blue Gatorade and my orange/apple juice. And water. So beverages wont be a problem. The food that is good for us tastes bad, and the food that is bad for us tastes good. I guess we do have to struggle to become better than we were before.
Now I also have to excercise more than I usually do. Dancing to Britney Spears and walking around the mall is not gonna cut it. This time, more pushups and situps should do the trick. And a little jogging wouldnt help. I should plan a day once a week to go to Tony's house and run around the neighborhood with him. And a really good way to be healthy? LOTS OF WATAAAAAA.