If I feel tomorrow like I feel today We'll take what we want and give the rest away
i saw a commercial today i forget what for but it was kind of like the opposite of pay it forward and everyone was jumping on eachother and throwing things at eachother. sometimes i think thats how the world is actually perceived. i want to be on the opposite side of that spectrum, thats all im sayin. its doesnt take too much out of your pessimistic shitty day to stop being a dick to one person i guess if more people did that and we just acted nicely to eachother then most people wouldnt think that way. harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmony. okay well this isnt what i initially wanted to say but it doesnt really matter any more. i feel too estranged from this journal to really write in it i guess.
last weekend i got to actually see the seasons change for the first time. not just in the california way where it just cools down but orange red and yellow leaves everywhere. it was a nice change. and i am going to go to boston(for free) the day after halloween. i am blessed with these lovely little get aways. im also surprising heather she has no idea im coming. of yeah and im pretty pissed that castro isnt happening his year because the world is just too ignorant. i cant wait to make my costume though im ging to be mother fucking nature.
this weekend has been kind of sub-par.....no rickshaw but still good times. today was free grocery day and thats always a good day. i hear there are crazy fires and wind ack in southern california, my mom is packing up possessions right now. so weird how we are always so close to disaster. i feel bad san francisco is so amazingly perfect right now, clear skies and mild temperatures. i think we are going to try to have a beach day and take advantage of it.
i have to do an insane amount of homework right now and i wish i wasnt the biggest procrastinator of all time