Searching..
MAN! im soo pissed. well not really.. but i was soo like, wtf. welll!! okay, so i got a call today by nordstorm.. n they needed someone to work part time in the children section. n the pay is from 8.50+ !!! it was like perfect! n nordstroms closing time is 9.30.. so thats good too. n the lady that interviewed me was soo nice. but hmm.. one problem.. IM 17!! they only hire ppl over 18! i was soo close to getting that job.. im so disappointed. damnit. so back to the job search.. :T ew! but idk, maybe i shouldnt even be looking for a job, cuz i wont even be here during summer.. so idk. gosh.. im so upset. stupid age limits....!
im so sick of my dad putting me down. man, i cant wait till he goes to taiwan.. its like, i kno i shouldnt listen to him.. but like, sometimes u cant help it but to listen. n i kno that albert ellis said that only we can hurt ourselves.. but idk, im just trying to let my feelings not get hurt..
i wish i kept a dream diary. cuz yesterday i had the weirdest dream.. cept now i dont remember it. i only remember bits n pieces of it.. like scenes. hmm..damnit.. my bad memory.