so love me gently with a chainsaw
when i talk to alex it doesnt matter what mood im in or what happened that day that made me lose hope or how bad my addiction is itching me at the back of my mind, hearing her voice makes me forget about how shitty everything is and just makes me so happy that i have her in my life and makes me realize how blessed i am to have her in my life. her voice makes me smile. seeing her face is 1000 times better for my soul. she heals me in every way every time i hear her voice and hear her say i love you.
tonight all night i talked to alex.....in the beggining she was upset so i did everything i could think of to make her feel better. i told her how much i loved her and how much i missed her. she was still upset. at first it was about her insecurities about her body(which is completely retarted cause shes beautiful) then i couldnt make her happy, even after i tried reading to her, which she always loves. but it still wasnt getting me anywhere. she was still upset. i didnt know what to do. then finally she felt better about her body. atleast i think she did. then it goes to all the high school drama and shit and once again im in this weird position cause i cant make her stop being upset. NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY. i feel so helpless when shes like that, like theres nothing i can do. i wish i could do the same for her that she does for me. i guess im not that great of a person.
i feel like i cant do anything right.
LOVE ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW
tonight all night i talked to alex.....in the beggining she was upset so i did everything i could think of to make her feel better. i told her how much i loved her and how much i missed her. she was still upset. at first it was about her insecurities about her body(which is completely retarted cause shes beautiful) then i couldnt make her happy, even after i tried reading to her, which she always loves. but it still wasnt getting me anywhere. she was still upset. i didnt know what to do. then finally she felt better about her body. atleast i think she did. then it goes to all the high school drama and shit and once again im in this weird position cause i cant make her stop being upset. NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY. i feel so helpless when shes like that, like theres nothing i can do. i wish i could do the same for her that she does for me. i guess im not that great of a person.
i feel like i cant do anything right.
LOVE ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW