i guess your just what i needed
incredible weekend.
i got a new puppy. named her roxy, soo cutee.
i love her to death...
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didnt talk to brandon today. saw him yesterday and friday though.
weird he didnt call..oh well i was gonee all day anywayss.
i feel like he doesnt need me anymore, and that im not good enough for him. i really want to be. i hope i am. i hope im everything he dreams of. i just dont know, our relationship is getting ALOTT, better though. havent fought every single day which is good. im glad things are clearing up. ive just caught myself in the negative trap, thinking he doesnt want me anymore.
--EverythinG was fine yesterday when we hung out. we went out to eat, went to krogers and rode the machine horses ( retards), & he spent 4 dollars trying to get me a stuffed animal..with a claw.
i love him a lot. and its not a jokee. i hope we can stay together forever. iif thats possiblee.
garrett called yesterday, he wants me back.., well too late i found someone else whom i love more than anything in the whole wide world. id die for him. [seriouslyy].
EDIT: i really need to get the matchbook romance cd " stories and alibis" before i kill myself or somethingg. & i want to spend time with brandon a lot this week..i want to get closer to him as possible. not annoyingly or obsessivley, just lovingly...did that even make any sense?
Let's start out by starting over.
What did I expect?
You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks.
You're so untouchable.
I'm oh-so-terrible at this.
I'm terrible at this, you know.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
And I bet you've got every word I said memorized in your head.
And you'll use every one of them against me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
Tell all your friends about me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
I realize how many times you tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.
Tell all your friends about me.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.
Don't hold this against me.
I've already said I'm sorry.