What a wonderful fuckin world that we live in.
Wow, i got some sleep. FiNaLlY..
Andy Claar's like for me is now borderline obsession. And Im kind of getting freaked out. Ryan Harshaw just told me that Andy called my cell every ten minutes to listen to my "beautiful voice" hahahah omg! Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK? I barely know this kid. Ive only ever talked to him a few times, and like now.. Wam Bam hes like in love with me. I dont like this one bit.. He wouldnt leave me alone the one night and he kept telling me that i have the most beautiful brown eyes that he has ever seen and a bunch of other shit. I dont understand, i really dont, the kid barely knows me!
Dave still wont quit calling me. He calls me several times a day, but atleast hes stopped leaving me voicemails. Ryan Fuller quit calling me i think too, thank god for small miracles.
Why do all these other guys like me and think im so damn hot but the ONE guy, the ONLY guy i want, doesnt want me. What do these other guys see in me that he cant seee? God i miss him like crazy and hes the only one i want. I dont want any other guy but him. But thats how life is.. I get to have to deal with these other guys wanting me knowing that he never will.
<3 jessica leah
i love you ryan jacob harshaw and i miss you like crazy ;)
Andy Claar's like for me is now borderline obsession. And Im kind of getting freaked out. Ryan Harshaw just told me that Andy called my cell every ten minutes to listen to my "beautiful voice" hahahah omg! Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK? I barely know this kid. Ive only ever talked to him a few times, and like now.. Wam Bam hes like in love with me. I dont like this one bit.. He wouldnt leave me alone the one night and he kept telling me that i have the most beautiful brown eyes that he has ever seen and a bunch of other shit. I dont understand, i really dont, the kid barely knows me!
Dave still wont quit calling me. He calls me several times a day, but atleast hes stopped leaving me voicemails. Ryan Fuller quit calling me i think too, thank god for small miracles.
Why do all these other guys like me and think im so damn hot but the ONE guy, the ONLY guy i want, doesnt want me. What do these other guys see in me that he cant seee? God i miss him like crazy and hes the only one i want. I dont want any other guy but him. But thats how life is.. I get to have to deal with these other guys wanting me knowing that he never will.
<3 jessica leah
i love you ryan jacob harshaw and i miss you like crazy ;)