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Well, my life is completely ruined once again. Sorry if I sound like Imma bitch or like im complaining like one, but that's kind of what im fucking doing so fucken deal with it. : ) anyway. Ok, i feel lame now, but anyways yes, well now I know im compltely alone. It's only me, it will always be only me. I have a lot of friends and i know you guys care about me, but it's not my friends im worried about, it's guys. I'm talking about boyfriends. someone who must not be named is now dating a cheerleader, someone who i say looks like the person i love the most dumped me for an ugly bitch that looks like a man, and the other two boyfriends i had one cheated on me with with best friend (im blaming him not you Jo) and the other was obsessive compulsive and annoying. So basically I've been broken up with like twice cheated on twice. I'd like it to keep that way. Maybe being alone and single can be good.. I mean i did it for a really long time before... maybe it was just supposed to be this way. But, i mean im not used ot being "alone" i'd always have someone there to kiss or hug or something, but now im all alone again, like i keep on repeating, i hate this! i need a guy! oh yeah and wahts really fucked up is on thanksgiving me and matt kissed twice and then hes like "oh on sunday i went on a date with a cheerleader" and i was like "oh cool" whatever.