I'll be there when your heart stops beating...

[x_breatheme_x]

I feel as if the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders the past couple of days. Keeping a positive outlook and knowing what my consequences would be if I continued the way I was pushes me to try harder, and it will become a subconcious habit that will be easier and easier until I forget how it was to start. Thank God.

All I need is a little more income and I think I'll be a happy camper. Some things you just cant change, and I almost want it to stay that way because I dont know any different.

Having my boy, a few true friends, and a small supportive family definitely makes things worth fighting for. People tend to take things for granted and forget what they worked so hard for, and lose their grip. Only then will you see what you're losing and get back in the mode to keep it all together and learn from your mistakes. Everyone in your life will open your eyes when you see that they have faith in you and believe that you will come back around. Those are the people worth keeping around. Those are the ones that see you at your worst and dont think any less of you for it, but love you anyway, flaws and all.

Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now