so yea
i guess im everybodies fool, all along everybody knew that i liked bobbi *blinks* i mean.......did i make it that obvious? and the weird thing is, is that i was thinking i would be crushed and stuck in my room listening to the "3 libras" and a bunch of dashboard over and over again because i was going to be crushed for all of this. but instead i find out she likes me. something i totally didn't expect to happen. her brother brandon has started talking to me. strangely i always thought brothers hated the guys that pursued their sisters, yet it seems as though he isn't going to be that way. apparently he's always saying when he walks by me and bobbi's not around "I saw your friend today". i guess in a sense i didn't have a valentine today, but in away i did. i wish i could see her more, but when i think about it, it feels like ive spent more time with her one on one than i ever did with steph. maybe that's why that fell apart, we could never see each other. i hope she's doing ok. and i hope she doesnt make any stupid choices when it comes to some certain people. a desperate heart will reach for anything. i just hope she knows what she's doing. but im tired, and im going to dream. something i don't get many true chances to enjoy. tomorrow, hopefully a movie and i dunno, but i hope another day that will put a smile on my face, some how that's something she knows how to do quite easily