Nov 05, 2005 20:23
i hate everything. im sick of all this shit. every fuckin day is something new. i hate high school drama. i hate drama. i hate my 'family'. i hate people who claim their your friends yet they dont act like it and talk shit. i hate stupid people. i hate how people dont give a shit about how they make you feel. i hate how people purposely degrade you as a person. I HATE MY LIFE HERE!
everyday i wake thinkin 'im a day closer to getting away from all of this and leaving it behind'.. i cannot wait til the day i graduate and i can enjoy my last hs summer here and then move out to cali and start my life over. completely new. it will be the best thing i ever do for myself. i firmly belief this. i need it so bad. i need to leave everything behind, find myself, live how i want, and start my life the way i want it to be.
who knows if ill even come back here.. yea i like it here, the things about it.. but i hate my life here, and ill prolly always be reminded of it while im here. the day i move out there will be the best day of my life!
so why dont you tell me something? make things worse.