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heeey everyone....
this has been a crazy week, i have alot of mixed feelings going on.. hmm o yah sam ill help you do yous twos hair.. you just gotta teach me lol.. that should be interestin.
i hate when you find something that you really want to do and you already know that no one will accept you for that ... that feeling sucks .. but i finally know what i want outta this stupid life ...
i wonder what this weekends going to be like.... its weird how i just dont care about anything anymore. like phil for example or matt or rui... like i care about them but not like that anymore ... i've just given up on guys... and trying to fit in ... i need to figure out what i like not what everone else likes and thinks i should do or like ... i hate when people judge people ... its just wrong ... u arent perfect - even if ur momma told u you are- your not - yous bitches need to GET OVER YOURSELFFF>> sorry im in a bbad mood .. i hate hearin other people talk about each other .. its so annoyin....
schools going good- i havent gotten any d's and only one c.... other than that all hundereds and b's.... i want to keep it up - i think i've just become sooo overwhelmed w/ everything lately... between SAT's and college and guys and my friends bein retarted to eachother .. i dont like it . theeres only 1 person i can really truly talk to about anyhting right now and thats sam- i really truly trust her. even when i say stupid shit shes ok w/ it cuz we know eachother so well... then theres greg - i know i should be able to trust him but the fucker went out w/ another girl on the 1 day we wre broken up - its pissin me off thinkin about it ... i love the kid but err- o man im in a horrible mood- im sorry guys- everythings twisted-
<3 me
this has been a crazy week, i have alot of mixed feelings going on.. hmm o yah sam ill help you do yous twos hair.. you just gotta teach me lol.. that should be interestin.
i hate when you find something that you really want to do and you already know that no one will accept you for that ... that feeling sucks .. but i finally know what i want outta this stupid life ...
i wonder what this weekends going to be like.... its weird how i just dont care about anything anymore. like phil for example or matt or rui... like i care about them but not like that anymore ... i've just given up on guys... and trying to fit in ... i need to figure out what i like not what everone else likes and thinks i should do or like ... i hate when people judge people ... its just wrong ... u arent perfect - even if ur momma told u you are- your not - yous bitches need to GET OVER YOURSELFFF>> sorry im in a bbad mood .. i hate hearin other people talk about each other .. its so annoyin....
schools going good- i havent gotten any d's and only one c.... other than that all hundereds and b's.... i want to keep it up - i think i've just become sooo overwhelmed w/ everything lately... between SAT's and college and guys and my friends bein retarted to eachother .. i dont like it . theeres only 1 person i can really truly talk to about anyhting right now and thats sam- i really truly trust her. even when i say stupid shit shes ok w/ it cuz we know eachother so well... then theres greg - i know i should be able to trust him but the fucker went out w/ another girl on the 1 day we wre broken up - its pissin me off thinkin about it ... i love the kid but err- o man im in a horrible mood- im sorry guys- everythings twisted-
<3 me