hmmmmm. I'm a drama queen, blah.

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I thought I should post for once....I haven't in a while so yea and Javi was getting annoying telling me to post all the time ( AWWW JK!). WELLLLLL I had two drama shows, I haven't been on stage in a while so I was very nervous and I almost hanged myself lol. Yea...well I sucked so leave me alone about that, don't tell me anything just agree with me. I met JAvi's parents! I LOVE HIS MOM SHE IS SO CUTE and FUNNY, his dad was a little shy with me....but I'll let that one slide ;) LOL ,yea so I cried because I sucked...I'm a drama queen blah blah I don't give a horse's ass if yall think I'm crazy because I cried. I'm very passionate about drama and I put my heart into it. Why? Because I love it-and when I don't get the results I want I have failed...I hate to fail because I want to prove myself to first myself (because I think of myself as dirt) and other people that shall remain nameless. There are so many things people don't know behind me and so many things that people don't know about me, my history and whatnot. So let me be. Let me cry and accept me for how I am and if you don't like it don't talk to me, but please let me be.

Oh and I will be adding a new lj layout and icon later one...see ya, and remember to blend the milkshakes don't shake them!...blah =D