its sorta past my bed time..

Apr 16, 2004 23:57

Ok, so i don't remeber what i wrote when i last wrote here..so..i can't rly update it since whenever i last did this..cuz well..u kno. ok..so..hm. yeah its alomost saturday..(im lookin at the clock, im such a dork) the only reason im up is b/c i like keep hearin noises from my basement..and..it freaks me out. i started thinkin about it and..if there was rly ever anyone in my house, what good would it do me to be sitting here typing this? i mean..wat am i gonna do..attack the robberer with the mouse. i mean..sumtimes i just don't understand myself.

well..i never wrote in here about texas. ok..incase any1 didn't kno, there was this whole thing about moving to texas..its kinda a long story that i don't rly feel like writing. if u rly wanna kno, u can just ask ;) anyway..im not moving, cuz..well..theres more detail that if i were to try to write now, it would come out not makin sense. so b4 i knew i wasn't moving, i started thinkin about like the pros and cons and stuff. The cons were easy..u kno, leaving my friends, a school and town that i've just come to known, and anywhere else would just be so different, and akward. the other thing was moving further away from my family both in MA and PA. And leaving boston and the cape, just the culture and everything. the seasons, my house, i'd rly miss my house. just everything about masfield that..ppl don't rly notice. ya kno, the lil things ;) and then there were the cons not just about leaving mansfiled..but moving to texas. the people and everything are so differnt there. first of all..the accent is sumthin i would never get used to. bein in a place where wikid is used for its actualy meaning... :/ and then there was not knoing anyone there..and as i kept thinkin about that it kinda turned into a pro. (i guess ill start the pros..) like, ok, how many times a day do we all wish we could just go back and do sumthing over..well, moving would kinda be like that right? like, i would've been goin to a school like feehan or sumthin, where all the freshman there are new..and no1 rly knos any1. and that might not be that bad. idk..and then there was the whole, if we moved to texas my parents said we'd live in a bigger house, we'd be able to have more "stuff" and prolly like..a dog..and a trampoline (which we might be gettin anyway:) ) and we'd have a cleaning service twice a week. idk..pool..hot tub..gym. just things that cost way more here then there. and maybe getting away from mansfield wouldn't be that bad..i mean..when i thought of moving in the short term..it seemed rly rly rly scary..but in the long term...it didn;t seem that bad. i would never want to move away from every1 here..cuz i rly do love mansfield..well..massachusettes anyway. idk..im glad im not mving tho :)

hm..well i rly have to go to bed..tomorrows gonna be rly long..gym, tanning, hair, nails, eye brows :p the whole deal.

Love,
Liz

PS i think its funny that i started writing this on saturaday, and finished on sunday, haha..woo. i need help.

PSS it didn't rly take that long to write, i brushed my teeth in between.
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