Sep 26, 2006 20:46
man o man. im tired as hell.
ive basically worked for the past month straight with 3 days off the whole month. i feel like im 85 or something. maybe i should get a room there too. lol
so the past month has been weird/hectic. but im proud of myself because i thought i would give in. thank god for good friends.
so i moved out of my house because i knew if i asked tom he wouldnt leave so i did. im staying with my friends joe and katie.
im sick of being a doormat and never heard or appriciated. everything can suck this bad forever so i left to show him im not some thing he can just have whenever. hes always next door with the 55 year old neighbor or hangin out with this kid across the street who is 18.. toms going to be 30. so i dont know. hes obviously confused and im sick of being there along for the ride.
i feel like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. at first it was really hard but i hung in there. i do get lonly but wasnt i pretty much always that way even when i was at home? now i just get a million phone calls a day from him.
anywho.. im still waiting for the divorce papers in the mail. i really hope that they dont get lost but that would be my luck huh.
me and my friend (tarrie) from work are gonna be roommates. her lease is almost up and were both kinda broke so why not. at least ill have someone to talk to. but its kinda hard to find a place around here that'll letcha have dogs. so the next big thing is finding a place to live. what fun
wellll im goin to bed early cuz im WOOPED
<3 aimz