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i dont know whats going on anymore
i'm in such a good mood
and for what reason
maybe because i'm finall going to see him
even if he isnt in a talking mood
and even if hes sick i'm going to be happy

emily might come over today, or tomorrow
shes going to come with me to see sam
and i'm really happy, if danny can give
us a ride then thank god that we can go

i dont know, talking to sam's sister kelsey
it just gave me reassurance that hes going to
be alright, this sounds weird, but this should
do something to kids in meriden, don't be such
dick's. i know no one wanted this to happen but
everythings going to happen for a reason

and now so many thoughts are just going through my head
and i have clue how to react to it. i just want something
good to happen and i dont know if i want it. but i want
something more than to just see him and have it be awkward
which it might be, because of past things. all i hope is
that its good to see him and he gets better and i hope i
can help his family because i've been through this. and
i know how hard it can be for mothers, trust my mom slept
with me every night that i had a cast on, unless i had friends over.
which was her only break.

....thats way to much information, but i needed to get it out.