to many...

[x_bert_x]

i dont want school to start.
i dont want you to go.
i want to stop playing guessing games.
i need you to need me. 
i want you to call me and not always have me to call you.
i want my best friend back.
i want to stop over thinking every thought in my brain.
i need sleep.
i want to be so non depressive.
i want to feel beauitful.
i want you to hold my hand more often.
i dont want you to go back to school.
if you leave, who will i tell all my problems too?
i want to become better at keeping in touch with you.
i hate how jealous i get.
i want to trust you. 
i need to trust you. 
i need more hugs.
i need my best friend to make me laugh more.
i hate you for ditching me and leaving me here, and never attending my birthdays.
i hate how you always have something to do when i ask you to hangout.
i used to be your only friend back in the day...remember...
i hate you for bring me down.
you are not better then me, your just more cocky and i fucking hate it.
i am smart. 
i dont want you to make fun of me anymore.
i dont know what to believe sometimes.