Dec 06, 2005 12:19
....IM NOT COMIN HOME TONIGHT!
'i'm just asking for honesty now. i need a reason to keep you away, a reason to keep you at arm's length. i never should have let you back in. and now it's 3:17, as my alarm clock seems to read. this hate has nothing to do with you. i hate myself for letting it get this far, once again. i could have prevented this harm. but living in sin keeps us warm....keeps me warm. similar situation happened last year. should have been fair warning to keep you at arm's length.'
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