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AllThisAndMorexx: everytime i talk to you
AllThisAndMorexx: your not making me better
AllThisAndMorexx: your making me worse
So we stopped talking. I seem to be making him worse. You dont even understand how hurt i feel. I told him when he is ready to talk or see him or whatever ill be here. I dont know what i am going to do. honestly i am so fucked right now. And there is not getting out of this. I wont stop loving him. Even if he stops loving me i wont stop. I really fucked up last night...i got pretty wasted..i called him and yelled and i am so sorry. I am just a constant reminder of why he is always sad and why he always woke up and felt like crap everyday of his life. I need to talk to someone before i go nuts..and i need it to be brittney..i would say i need to talk to chris..but he cant..and that kills me cause my little bitch ass always runs to him with all my problems. I want to fucking die.
AllThisAndMorexx: your not making me better
AllThisAndMorexx: your making me worse
So we stopped talking. I seem to be making him worse. You dont even understand how hurt i feel. I told him when he is ready to talk or see him or whatever ill be here. I dont know what i am going to do. honestly i am so fucked right now. And there is not getting out of this. I wont stop loving him. Even if he stops loving me i wont stop. I really fucked up last night...i got pretty wasted..i called him and yelled and i am so sorry. I am just a constant reminder of why he is always sad and why he always woke up and felt like crap everyday of his life. I need to talk to someone before i go nuts..and i need it to be brittney..i would say i need to talk to chris..but he cant..and that kills me cause my little bitch ass always runs to him with all my problems. I want to fucking die.