new years!*
ok so heres my new years! lol i went to sarahs at about 2ish and just hung outt there 4 a lil bit then we were gonna go down to glorianns house 2 chill.. so we walk down there and on our way these *hott* italian guys stop their car and are all lyke were havin a party u guys wanna come? were lyke sure! so we get their number *its still in my fone book on my cell lol* and walk down to glorianns. so we chill there 4 awhile then gloriann calls her mom at work and is all lyke im goin outt tonite kay? and of course her mom says yeah but her brother goes crazy and is all lyke no fuck u your not goin anywhere! so they wind up having this * H U G E * fite and we head back to sarahs 2 get pretty and straighten glorianns hair so we do that.. then around 8ish we left for the party i guess.. i had lyke 3 tequila shots 4 buds and a shot or 2 of yegermeister.. these ppl were lyke in their 20s so they had all that madd hard shyt! but it was all good.. i guess there was lyke 20 ppl at the house, and we all just chilled outsite most of the nite and smoked and drank but it was reallie fuckin awesome! so we left about 11:45 cuz my wonderful chicas decided to smoke pot earlyer that nite and they got hungry and they wanted mcdonalds so im lyke uuuugh ok so we walk our happy fuckin asses to mcdonalds and of course *theyre C L O S E D* honestly whos open at almost 12 on new years! hello0o0o0o?!?! so we walk down to the hess station and theres a cop in the parkin lot so were all nervous.. so the gurls buy cheetos and doritos and we walk back to sarahs just in time to see the ball drop! then i guess we went to sarahs room and passed outt.. well no actuallie gloriann decided to talk 2 her bf till 3am and i passed outt around 1 and woke up at 2am to my cell fone vibratin under my tit cuz i got a text! i was lyke wooooah wat the HELL! guys if uve never woken up that way.. dont try it its not very fun! so yea anyway.. so i guess i passed outt again around 3:30 after we were all done talkin n shyt.. so then today! i guess we woke up around 11ish and gloriann left and me and sarah were just chillin so we call up that kid cruz we always hang w/ and were lyke come pick us up! so hes lyke ok so we get all pretty n leave around 2:30-3ish and go over there and of course we go pick up dwayne n q.. so were all in the car and dwayne has his arm around me and im just so tempted to lean over and kiss him but 4 some reason i dont! but then hes lyke wat time is it and im lyke its around 4 so he gets outt of the car (cuz we were parked lmao) to go pick up lyke his brother n shit from the store.. so im madd when he leaves bc i wanted kisses and i didnt have the balls to kiss him! and 10 mins after that i got REALLY agitated.. idk y i guess i just reallie wanted some and didnt get any so i just got mad! but yea so then.. idk i guess we left and then walked back 15 mins later.. by then dwayne still wasnt back *makin me more agitated* but it was ok! so then we start walkin down to this guy rickys house to get drunk i guess and so when we get there me and ricky and cruz and sarah and q r all chillin n then sarah and q go to do w/e in the next room and i swear to GOD if im lyin shoot me that ricky was tryin *SO* hard to get some outta me.. hes so fuckin lucky i was distracted and thinkin about sumthin else bc if i wasnt there would of been N O W A Y i would of even let him get half as far as he did! (not that he got anywhere but you kno wat i mean) i swear if he tried any harder it would of been rape! and i was so madd and kinda freakin outt bc u kno if dwayne would of been there i really hope he wouldnt of tried anything! and CRUZ! god he was PISSING ME OFF he was lyke u use me to get to dwayne and sarah uses me to get to q and im sick of it when do i get sum and hes lyke sittin there fuckin askin me for pussy! and im lyke um no asshole u fuckin kno im not lyke that get it thru ur thick fuckin skull! im lyke its NOT you cruz its not its the fact that my situations complacted! and i was only half lyin! so0o0o yea that was that.. i was lyke livid by the time i left that house and i was lyke so releaved to get out of there! so we walked back to dwayne n qs neighbors house and was j/c there 4 awhile.. cruz stayed at rickys to get fucked up tho and never came back! so we were fucked out of a ride.. but it was ok cuz i was w/ dwayne.. i had my hand on his shoulder but he didnt put his hands on me as much as i wanted him to and it kinda agravated me.. ok so then the neighbor offered us a ride home and so of course dwayne and me sat in the back seat together and i couldnt help but be leanin on him and holdin his hand and shyt and idk! i just wanted him to kiss me and i didnt expect him to but yea.. so finally when we were gettin outt of the car i just kissed him *no tongue*.. but oh god, idk wat 2 do.. i lyke him, but i kno its never gonna work outt.. but then theres ross! hes so perfect but we never see each other.. i wanna be w/ him, hes sexy and perfect and amazing and.. im confused ya`ll...
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