i <3 PDA
to the friends who left me- i thank you for showing me nothing lasts forever.
so today was pretty good till i got home. then everything became shitty. i keep denying things, and living my life, but i gotta face the fact, that "it" will never be the same.
sometimes you just dont feel like trying anymore.
i just kinda wished i still had that person that would always be there for me, laugh at my jokes even though they're not that funny, and that person who always has time to listen. i lost that person today. well..technically i didnt. but what we "did" have will never be the same.
___
but on the bright side, tomorrow will be a lot better. i get to go to a lock in with justin tomorrow. its gonna be totally "RAD" oh yes. ill tell you about it sometime later. so tata.
love always,
__melannie
so today was pretty good till i got home. then everything became shitty. i keep denying things, and living my life, but i gotta face the fact, that "it" will never be the same.
sometimes you just dont feel like trying anymore.
i just kinda wished i still had that person that would always be there for me, laugh at my jokes even though they're not that funny, and that person who always has time to listen. i lost that person today. well..technically i didnt. but what we "did" have will never be the same.
___
but on the bright side, tomorrow will be a lot better. i get to go to a lock in with justin tomorrow. its gonna be totally "RAD" oh yes. ill tell you about it sometime later. so tata.
love always,
__melannie