morning.
tis early.
and im tired.
i cannot sleep.
i keep thinking of a lot of things. just the world i guess, and how people call themselves christians everyday. and how people quit having faith because "God cannot hear them." or so they say. its sad. i wish that they knew...to stop doing wrong, then they'll get their answer.
i wish everyone could see what they were missing out on. and come to church, and see what we're singing and praising for. some kids go in and go out, forgetting everything they had just learned. and some kids just think..that going to church will fix everything, when really its in themselves to control what they do and say.
i just believe that if everyone would just see...maybe this world would actually be a great place to be in, instead of a place of crimes, hurt, sadness, and neediness.
save your words, and do what YOU have to do.
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on other notes...
i have lost many friends. not because i dislike them, but they are not the type of people i want to surround myself with. drugs, alcohol, sex, homosexualism, cussing...the works. i dont need that. id rather grow up without that. there other ways to have fun and laugh besides to waste yourself away slowly.
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gabi called me last night at 2. i wonder why, but im going to call her back later today. i wanted to go hit the swings with her sometime, and take cute pictures.
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justin is the most amazing, beautiful, caring, wonderful, extraoridinary, perfect, thoughtful, secure, smartest, breath taking boy i have ever met in this world. we are like a "fairy tale" as amanda would refer to it. =) or "each others butterflies" as gabi says. i love the things people call us. we could be married you know.
now, ill go on and continue with my day...
im going to a party tonight...FOR ONCE. saweeetttt.
bye.
and im tired.
i cannot sleep.
i keep thinking of a lot of things. just the world i guess, and how people call themselves christians everyday. and how people quit having faith because "God cannot hear them." or so they say. its sad. i wish that they knew...to stop doing wrong, then they'll get their answer.
i wish everyone could see what they were missing out on. and come to church, and see what we're singing and praising for. some kids go in and go out, forgetting everything they had just learned. and some kids just think..that going to church will fix everything, when really its in themselves to control what they do and say.
i just believe that if everyone would just see...maybe this world would actually be a great place to be in, instead of a place of crimes, hurt, sadness, and neediness.
save your words, and do what YOU have to do.
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on other notes...
i have lost many friends. not because i dislike them, but they are not the type of people i want to surround myself with. drugs, alcohol, sex, homosexualism, cussing...the works. i dont need that. id rather grow up without that. there other ways to have fun and laugh besides to waste yourself away slowly.
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gabi called me last night at 2. i wonder why, but im going to call her back later today. i wanted to go hit the swings with her sometime, and take cute pictures.
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justin is the most amazing, beautiful, caring, wonderful, extraoridinary, perfect, thoughtful, secure, smartest, breath taking boy i have ever met in this world. we are like a "fairy tale" as amanda would refer to it. =) or "each others butterflies" as gabi says. i love the things people call us. we could be married you know.
now, ill go on and continue with my day...
im going to a party tonight...FOR ONCE. saweeetttt.
bye.