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Right about now my life sucks. This weekend I cleaned everyday went to a b-day party, and partied at the beach every night. It ma ynot sound so bad, but it gets repetitive. But of course I still love it. And yet.... no one but my mom calls me. i cried all night last night. Ask will. I was trying so hard not to. I hate crying. And my favoritest person on the beach is moving and I dont kno when. I cried about that too. It seemed appropriate. I have like the biggest crush on the guy but he's 18. Which sux. Big time.but ya I spent like all of my time there w/ him. I sorta wonder what he feels but I'm too chicken to ask. So I might as well foget about it. I also saw major at the beach. Then i took my shirt off. lol. It was funny. The looks on everyone's faces were hilarious. Friday night peaches got wasted and he screamed out " KATIE, GIVE ME HEAD!!" omg it was hilarious then he was all like "why dont u want anyone I want u so bad Whats wrong with you?" it was funny. The next night at car club, We told him what he said. THen he said he was never going to get drunk near me again. Last night I went to go see Ray at work and I really didnt want that to be the last time that I saw him. I never even said goodbye. Fuck all of this. My so called "friends" excluding like 5 ppl, Ray moving, and no one calling. i gtg get ready for school.