omg
omg look how depressed i am holy cow ok this was when me and will broke up and i havent been the same since then........
jake-
Current mood: blank
Current music: eminem
not doin to much.. just kinda chillin, being the cool kid i am! well im not sure why people just cant ber nice to each other!!!!!! I officially have like no more room in my year bokk to get signatures!!!! that shows that everybody loves me except julia!!!! well it happened 2day... :( its official...:(... My two best friends (will and kt) have officially broken up after like a year of dating.:( they broke up all because they wanted to see other people during the summer...:(. i suddenly realized that hey! piper might want t break up since school was over! and then i started worrying really badly because that was the absolute last thing i wanted! :(! then when i ased piper she said no she didnt want to do that and i felt alot better! :) so me and pper are officially going out this summer!!! yay!! well things at home suck balls!!! i got in an argument with my step-dad and he pushed me so i swung at his head and hit him in the eye and he through me on the floor and struck me in the jaw. it still hurts like shit but some day i will get him the fuck back!!!! he sais he wants me out of his house and that im a bad influence to my brothers! psh... the fuck does he know!!i care abouth those kids more than he does. ive givvin my brothers more baths then he has. ive watched them more than he has. ive been there for them more then he has. and most of all... i fucking love them WAY more then he does. but hey! who gives a fuck! ill just keep on acting like nothing happened and every thing in my life is all right! well the bottom line is... i LOVE piper more than anything in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so then I said-
omg! thats not the only reason we broke up! and i feel horrible but i couldnt deal w/ it anymore! we never saw each other, lately we never talk and I miss him but i couldnt deal. It was weighing me down, making me depressed. ugh plus there is like nothing in my life anymore. My lover's been hanging w/ sooooooo many other ppl my best friend is always depressed. And everyone comes to me w/ their problems which is fine! I love it!!! its much easier fixing other ppls problems. its like im living in the shadow of my own life. o well i still love so thats all that matters,
i love everyone,
kt
dana said-
Its dana i try not to be too depressed kt but its hard i just need to talk to someone and stop my dad and hang out with my cousin to find out wats going on i need to get out of here im crying becuz my dad is doing it again and my cousin tony the one i mentioned earlier is missing and i just need some one to cry on and listen to me i need to get away from my house and hang out with everyone i love you kt and i love you too jake and i need you .........well everyone more than ever now and i really really really dont mean to be deppressed its hard and jake just forget about ur step dad he sound like an ass hole o well i need to go and hide in my room because i cant see wat im typing anymore because the tears are just pouring out of my eyes i love you and dont forget about me!!!!!!!
then I said-
awww Dana I understand and whenever u need someone to talk to u can call me bcuz im always her no matter where I am. I love you and Im sorry for always being like bitchy. It's the only thing keeping me from going suicidal! What I mean is i think about my life while its happening and sure right now i have nothin to live 4 but who knos about tomorrow so it puts me in a bad mood then i take it out on the ppl who love me most and im sorry! I love you and im always here........for anyone!
ok i love you,
kt
holy crap man its all like i dunno cmmt if u kno
jake-
Current mood: blank
Current music: eminem
not doin to much.. just kinda chillin, being the cool kid i am! well im not sure why people just cant ber nice to each other!!!!!! I officially have like no more room in my year bokk to get signatures!!!! that shows that everybody loves me except julia!!!! well it happened 2day... :( its official...:(... My two best friends (will and kt) have officially broken up after like a year of dating.:( they broke up all because they wanted to see other people during the summer...:(. i suddenly realized that hey! piper might want t break up since school was over! and then i started worrying really badly because that was the absolute last thing i wanted! :(! then when i ased piper she said no she didnt want to do that and i felt alot better! :) so me and pper are officially going out this summer!!! yay!! well things at home suck balls!!! i got in an argument with my step-dad and he pushed me so i swung at his head and hit him in the eye and he through me on the floor and struck me in the jaw. it still hurts like shit but some day i will get him the fuck back!!!! he sais he wants me out of his house and that im a bad influence to my brothers! psh... the fuck does he know!!i care abouth those kids more than he does. ive givvin my brothers more baths then he has. ive watched them more than he has. ive been there for them more then he has. and most of all... i fucking love them WAY more then he does. but hey! who gives a fuck! ill just keep on acting like nothing happened and every thing in my life is all right! well the bottom line is... i LOVE piper more than anything in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so then I said-
omg! thats not the only reason we broke up! and i feel horrible but i couldnt deal w/ it anymore! we never saw each other, lately we never talk and I miss him but i couldnt deal. It was weighing me down, making me depressed. ugh plus there is like nothing in my life anymore. My lover's been hanging w/ sooooooo many other ppl my best friend is always depressed. And everyone comes to me w/ their problems which is fine! I love it!!! its much easier fixing other ppls problems. its like im living in the shadow of my own life. o well i still love so thats all that matters,
i love everyone,
kt
dana said-
Its dana i try not to be too depressed kt but its hard i just need to talk to someone and stop my dad and hang out with my cousin to find out wats going on i need to get out of here im crying becuz my dad is doing it again and my cousin tony the one i mentioned earlier is missing and i just need some one to cry on and listen to me i need to get away from my house and hang out with everyone i love you kt and i love you too jake and i need you .........well everyone more than ever now and i really really really dont mean to be deppressed its hard and jake just forget about ur step dad he sound like an ass hole o well i need to go and hide in my room because i cant see wat im typing anymore because the tears are just pouring out of my eyes i love you and dont forget about me!!!!!!!
then I said-
awww Dana I understand and whenever u need someone to talk to u can call me bcuz im always her no matter where I am. I love you and Im sorry for always being like bitchy. It's the only thing keeping me from going suicidal! What I mean is i think about my life while its happening and sure right now i have nothin to live 4 but who knos about tomorrow so it puts me in a bad mood then i take it out on the ppl who love me most and im sorry! I love you and im always here........for anyone!
ok i love you,
kt
holy crap man its all like i dunno cmmt if u kno