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Aug 11, 2005 19:48

gah, every entry, happy or sad, i write in this thing starts a conflict with at least 1 person....why?

and for the record, lauren s. i love u!

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x_babyhay_x August 12 2005, 01:50:29 UTC
clay,

i feel like every time you talk to me, you only have bad stuff to say. me and lauren are good now, it was all a big misunderstanding. i never got the letter she wrote me, and ive tried to call her like 3 or 4 times lately. i havent heard anything "goin around", nor have i started it. i apologize if you think i was the stem of all that stuff, but ive been so busy lately, that i havent had time to even think about anything other than work and school. im trying to put my focus more on God now, and i just feel like every time you have something to say to me, its negative. im happy for lauren. just notice that im not the one criticizing or bashing you on your livejournal, and i think you should give me the same respect. im sorry if "gossip" has been going around, but i havent heard anything, and my family certainly hasnt, so i dont understand why you would bring them into it. i realized the same stuff after we broke up. at the time, i thought i loved you, but ive since realized it wasnt love. i was trying to make it out to be that way, though. since you havent talked to me or made an effort to, you wouldnt know anything about that clay. i love lauren to death, and im happy for yall. i wouldnt do anything to hurt her, and you better not! the post from my livejournal earlier this summer was not about her either, in case you were thinking that, and i made sure she knew that too. it was about something else...this has all just been a big misunderstanding and i aint gunna lose my best friend over something like this. i love you both, and i wish the best for yall!

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