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And just like that
Without trying, without looking, in fact - completely in spite of actively trying to sabotage it myself -
I’ve found the love of my life.
I’m loved in all the ways I’ve ever dreamed of, and then some.
Every ounce I invest is returned. Sometimes tenfold.
My heart feels safe, it feels SAFE. That’s something I have never felt in my life.
My anxiety, my head, they still fight me. They convince me I’m overdoing things, that I’m
But he is there to listen every time I worry. He wants to hear it, wants to know, so he can bolster me in any way he can. He wants to know everything so he can be better for me.
I was afraid, for a while, that I might just be happy to be loved. But the more I get to know him the more I love everything about him. I love learning from him, I love watching him be a dad, I love getting to know what it is he wants and needs and being able to provide the things that make him happy too.
I’m so happy. I always wished I’d fall in love like this but I had no idea how it would affect most every aspect of my life.
Feeling safe in someone’s presence has allowed me to start healing in ways I couldn’t ever before. I’ve been working on my self for so long but…
Without trying, without looking, in fact - completely in spite of actively trying to sabotage it myself -
I’ve found the love of my life.
I’m loved in all the ways I’ve ever dreamed of, and then some.
Every ounce I invest is returned. Sometimes tenfold.
My heart feels safe, it feels SAFE. That’s something I have never felt in my life.
My anxiety, my head, they still fight me. They convince me I’m overdoing things, that I’m
But he is there to listen every time I worry. He wants to hear it, wants to know, so he can bolster me in any way he can. He wants to know everything so he can be better for me.
I was afraid, for a while, that I might just be happy to be loved. But the more I get to know him the more I love everything about him. I love learning from him, I love watching him be a dad, I love getting to know what it is he wants and needs and being able to provide the things that make him happy too.
I’m so happy. I always wished I’d fall in love like this but I had no idea how it would affect most every aspect of my life.
Feeling safe in someone’s presence has allowed me to start healing in ways I couldn’t ever before. I’ve been working on my self for so long but…