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Wow. Today? Crap. Complete crap. I was so fucking bitchy, it wasn't even funny. I tried to be happy and positive, but it didn't really help all that much. There were a few people made me happy (Thea, Kate, Devin, Lee, Graham etc...), but even with that people and things just got so... annoying.
This afternoon, we did absolutely nothing. Seriously. In math, we watched National Treasure, and in Band, we watched Fantastic 4. The only really good thing about math was that Thea helped me with a few names for my character from my original fic. And, in band, Devin, once again, reminded me that he liked my haircut.
And I saw John today. That's always good. He was playing Connect Four.
We got our math quizzes back, too. Fuck, I failed. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm not doing well at all in math. I really need to start going for math help at lunches. Maybe a tutor would be good, too. And what did I get on my math quiz you ask? 38%. Fuck yeah. I suck in math.
There's this one kid that really, kinda, annoys me now. Whenever I walk past him, or see him, he STARES at me. And it's really creepy. I just want to ask him what the hell he wants. It's not like he's looking at me because I'm good-looking, because I'm not. Do I constantly look like shit? People, you need to tell me if I look like shit! I don't care if it will hurt my feeling, but I need to know these things, people. Or, maybe, he's trying to psyche me out? I don't know. But, it's really annoying now. I didn't really care at the beginning, but now it's weird. I think he's one of the exchange students or something. One of the asian ones o_O
Anyways, now I have to go and do my papers. I ranted on and on about how the job sucks to Molly and Louise. I don't know if I was getting annoying or not, but I was really pissed off at the end of the day, I couldn't help myself. At least they didn't look like they were annoyed with me babblering on about the Metro. If I was, they could have easily told me. But, they aren't mean and they don't tell me to shut up after everything I say.
I don't know... I really don't want to do them. I really hate it. But, it's either, not quit and always be bitchy on Wednesday, or quit and have no money. So, really, it's a lose/lose situation.
Anyways, enough of me. I'm off.
This afternoon, we did absolutely nothing. Seriously. In math, we watched National Treasure, and in Band, we watched Fantastic 4. The only really good thing about math was that Thea helped me with a few names for my character from my original fic. And, in band, Devin, once again, reminded me that he liked my haircut.
And I saw John today. That's always good. He was playing Connect Four.
We got our math quizzes back, too. Fuck, I failed. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm not doing well at all in math. I really need to start going for math help at lunches. Maybe a tutor would be good, too. And what did I get on my math quiz you ask? 38%. Fuck yeah. I suck in math.
There's this one kid that really, kinda, annoys me now. Whenever I walk past him, or see him, he STARES at me. And it's really creepy. I just want to ask him what the hell he wants. It's not like he's looking at me because I'm good-looking, because I'm not. Do I constantly look like shit? People, you need to tell me if I look like shit! I don't care if it will hurt my feeling, but I need to know these things, people. Or, maybe, he's trying to psyche me out? I don't know. But, it's really annoying now. I didn't really care at the beginning, but now it's weird. I think he's one of the exchange students or something. One of the asian ones o_O
Anyways, now I have to go and do my papers. I ranted on and on about how the job sucks to Molly and Louise. I don't know if I was getting annoying or not, but I was really pissed off at the end of the day, I couldn't help myself. At least they didn't look like they were annoyed with me babblering on about the Metro. If I was, they could have easily told me. But, they aren't mean and they don't tell me to shut up after everything I say.
I don't know... I really don't want to do them. I really hate it. But, it's either, not quit and always be bitchy on Wednesday, or quit and have no money. So, really, it's a lose/lose situation.
Anyways, enough of me. I'm off.