Nov 04, 2005 17:11
I'm sure you all know what it's like to loose something close to you. If you haven't yet, it's not easy, I can assure you. I lost my prized possession this morning without even knowing it. It wasn't some lucky-charm thing that hung off my neck or anything. Those things can be replaced. I know some people might think that why I'm saying this may be dumb, but if you had any idea... you'd understand.
After I went to school, my dog had another (Yes, another) heart attack. My had taken him to the vet earlier this week. He had a really bad heart and there was nothing they could do about it. So, really, we should have been expecting it. This morning after I ran off to catch the bus, he had his heart attack. My dad was the only other one there and took him to the vet. And there, he died. I didn't get the news until I got back home from school. Mum didn't have to tell me. There was no little bundle of fur rushing to greet me. All she had to do was look at me, and I knew.
I'll always love Benji more than anything. And I'll always miss him.
benji