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I had a really long conversation with Sami tonight
and I see things a totally different way. We both
pretty much didn't like each other when we first met.
There was going to be tension between us no matter
what for obvious reasons but to hell with that. I'm
so done with all of this first grade shit. I told her
about the stuff that used to piss me off because I
wanted to be straight up with her. I was just tired
of feeling guilty about the shit I thought when I
actually liked her a lot. I remember at Bigwig I
thought she was the coolest person. We talked a lot
that night and then after that we didn't talk for
awhile and then we didn't like eachother. But from
the day she came over to my house after my surgery
and brought a movie to watch, made me a card and
brought me cookie dough, I knew she was a good friend.
And I will admit that even after that I still didn't
like her all that much, which she knows. But I really
see where she is coming from with a lot of things now.
Assumptions are so stupid and i'm guilty of doing so.
But, you learn from stupid shit like that. Sami and I
had a great conversation and i'm glad we did because
we cleared up a lot of unnecessary bullshit. She's a
good person, I just think I got a bad vibe and made
some retarded assumptions. So i'm done with making
assumptions of people. It's so incredibly ridiculous
and I was really immature for doing so.
Sami is a cool chick and that's that.
I'm so stupid sometimes.
and I see things a totally different way. We both
pretty much didn't like each other when we first met.
There was going to be tension between us no matter
what for obvious reasons but to hell with that. I'm
so done with all of this first grade shit. I told her
about the stuff that used to piss me off because I
wanted to be straight up with her. I was just tired
of feeling guilty about the shit I thought when I
actually liked her a lot. I remember at Bigwig I
thought she was the coolest person. We talked a lot
that night and then after that we didn't talk for
awhile and then we didn't like eachother. But from
the day she came over to my house after my surgery
and brought a movie to watch, made me a card and
brought me cookie dough, I knew she was a good friend.
And I will admit that even after that I still didn't
like her all that much, which she knows. But I really
see where she is coming from with a lot of things now.
Assumptions are so stupid and i'm guilty of doing so.
But, you learn from stupid shit like that. Sami and I
had a great conversation and i'm glad we did because
we cleared up a lot of unnecessary bullshit. She's a
good person, I just think I got a bad vibe and made
some retarded assumptions. So i'm done with making
assumptions of people. It's so incredibly ridiculous
and I was really immature for doing so.
Sami is a cool chick and that's that.
I'm so stupid sometimes.