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well.. what do you like about me? please tell me, show me that you care.. i dont just give away my self that easy, you have to be somone who is worth the effort and you are defenitly worth my effort. what you dont see is how i feel, thats on me.. i dont tell you. but why do i always find my self saying i messed up, i fucked up. why do i always get the lash on the back from the whip of life? i was born for a reason, i know i was not born just for everyone to vent on.. im going to be something big, im going to do something that will make people look at me in awe. im going to do something big.. they say ive got alot of potential, but what is potential anyway? they are just letting me know that i could be smart if i acted a certaine way? did a certaine thing? i want to live my life the way i am going to write it, day by day, page by page. once this whole high school thing is over i can start afresh. tear out all the old pages and start with a blank piece of paper. i will call it, My Advnture.. it will be the grandest thing ever. it will be filled with excitement, and travels to exotic places, and it will end up with a 911 porsche GT turbo coupe.... some day.. wow i got off track, so baby.. i just want to know what you are thinking when i say,. whats going to happen after you graduate? i know you made your final decision to go to were your gona go, it doesnt make me sad i know we must move on, it makes me happy to see that you will be free of your 'troubles', it makes me happy that you will be able to write a new book. it makes me sad that you want to trash your old book.. its good reading in my opinion. its late i got a hudge fucking test tomorrow i need some rest.